Well no i didn't right that long ago but thought i'd say a bit more.
My lifes not so gd at the mo i had a boyfriend and i love him very very mucho. but then i said jokingly sumthin a bit meanie bout him which i shudn't hav done and wel he tuk it badly and we split. but i'm stil madly in love with him and i think he stil likes me. he knows i still like him. and i think about him all the time. and i mean like properly all the time. i miss not seeing him. and this week he didn't speak to me for nearly a week. but i got a result on friday when i spoke to him he says we are friends again now and i was extra happy but i want to be more than friends and it annoys me wen i think how stupid i was. Well anyway thats my love life. Now theres this girl and we used to be best friends but now we are stil friends but she falls out wiv me a lot and normally for absolutely no reason. and well it pisses me off. i want to be friends with her but sometimes its hard. And on friday at school it was amazing and i think it was because she wasn't there i no its mean but its true. i think shes fallen out with me again anyway. but she talks bout me behind my bak all the time and i don't like it!! =[ Then theres this other boy and hes a gd friend to me and hes madly in love with the other girl but hes really nice wen hes not with her. And hes helping me with the love of my life which is good. And theres this other boy hes an amazing friend but i think he likes me as more as a friend which kinda scares me. Then theres all my other friends which i love to bits. i no i don't really hav a lot to moan bout. but i'll b a lot happier wen i sort things out wiv my annoying friend and the boy i love!! <3
Family: God bet ya bored now. Anyway my parents hav split up and at weekends i stay at my dads and in the week with my mum. But i hate going to my dads cos my stepmum hates me. she never used to but then my two halfs brothers were born and she just doesn't speak to me and glares at me all the time. my dad noticed a few months ago and she told him i was the problem. Which is typical of her! i hav held my youngest half brother once in his whole life hes 9 months and even then the stepmother from hell wasn't there. And my other half brother doesn't actually think i'm related to him i saw a thing he wrote [hes 7] today and it said i love my mum and dad and sister [my other stepsister] and brother and nana and grandad i was absolutely nowhere to be seen i was gutted!! =[ and then theres the "family" photos i'm not on them either. i'm sik of trying to fit in where i no i'm nt wanted it hurts so much sometimes. so i try nt to go as mucho as poss but i stil miss my dad lots and only go to c him and my nana as i am close to her. My stepsister has disabilities and she doesn't really no whats going on but at least she nos i'm related to her shes 17 and acts about 10. anyway thats my family i think i mite hav gone ona bit there nevamind!
Yeeeeeeehhh!! =]
school half term need a break
so mucho drama goes on at school and i'm normally at the centre of it all...
A day of peace and hanging with chums tomorrow
aaaah pure bliss..
keep reading for more news on the life of a teenage drama queen
ciao!!!
x x x
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